Wooden plant INSTEAD OF THE FOREWORD Perhaps, I will not violate the truth, having told, that Herzen's well-known House in the Tver parkway, it bulgakovsky MACCO LIT - "Griboedov" (zavidna destiny-history of this ancient private residence!), for many students of the Literary institute placed here s bolshej to a measure was and remains House Platonova. In the same walls Andrey Platonov lived and worked twenty years, and more to the middle 70 on the second floor of a wing, in the neighbourhood with educational audiences, the usual Moscow apartment of the genius of the domestic literature of the twentieth century was saved in inviolability by the widow and the daughter of the writer. However, also during those recent times while providcheskie books of the writer have been hidden from our people in spetshrany archives and libraries, Andrey Platonova's genius was considered is so obvious-absurd, however the proof of the theorem the Farm. As future "litraby", we platonovskoe creativity passed Today Andrey Platonov has returned to us, completely and for ever. From under seven locks its arrested persons more than on book half a century have fluttered out. In day of its ninetieth anniversary on the House facade on Tver the memorial plate executed by companion Andrey Platonovicha by sculptor Fedotom Suchkovym (frament it is a portrait-bas-relief of the writer it is reproduced on our cover) is opened. The memorial room is restored. Maria Aleksandrovny's desire also began possible to grant, - to publish the selection prepared by us from notebooks Platonova how it was initially dreamt, - at home and without ideological denominations. George YELIN. Apprx. 1927 Evolution - peer, whether returning is great. Whether that the person does not know the truth means: that the truth is not present and cannot be and it is not necessary; that the aspiration to the truth great error, that a life has basis not true, and free game and pleasure. True - secret, always secret. Obvious trues are not present. I am too rich to consider the riches. Freedom lives only there where the person is free before by itself where there is no shame and pity to itself. And consequently any person can be free, and nobody can deprive it of freedom if he does not want that. Violence which as though the person will want to apply to satisfaction of own freedom, this freedom for where force - there is not present freedom, freedom there - where conscience and absence of shame before itself for the affairs actually will destroy. On court Divine two persons were: one hardly live, dying, another blossoming and joyful. The law of world necessity - the law of world freedom. Freedom - here the world reason (space and a civil condition). In effect is not present either children, nor adults - there are identical people. The adult neither is more expensive, nor is cheaper than the child. Children - all reasonable people. The great lie to look at them from above; they the smart, surprising and observant people. The genius: he weak will strangle, strong will give a life. The knowledge is the gold of belief exchanged for copper coins. Art consists in that by means of the simplest to express naislozhnejshee. It - the higher form of economy. Like and believe and will be happy! 1928-1930 It not an animal, and directly person. "Kotl <ovan>": having taken away property, have devastated soul. Internatsional it is great - inhabitants will be. Laws for backward elements. Children do not eat to sugar to create socialism. If to compare live with umersh <them>, live a shit. The socialism has come is grey and boringly (collectivisation) as the Christ. As the life when the happiness is unattainable is good, and about him trees only rustle and wind music in a recreation park sings. The love is wanted by the people who do not have public value. Tipichn <yj> the person n <ovogo> time is naked - without soul and property, in the history waiting room, ready on everything, not on the past. Month how to sob over the world. The active worker perishes. CHiklin too it is devastated, the active worker too: the socialism left them. Extraneous space All women have dressed trousers under skirts, and carried skirts on a naked place earlier. For "CHeveng <hurrah>" In time revol <jutsii> across all Russia day and night told lies dogs barked. Dead persons in a foundation ditch is a seed of the future in an earth aperture. "Foundation ditch" The active worker himself has drawn K.Marx as it understood: the dictator antikulachnika. - As we will consult it is not known, but all we take in hand - other hands are not present. Our dark melancholy is afraid of light, it blinks and it has tears of a grief from pleasure coming. The woman grows as any field culture. The woman - base of a court yard, and the muzhik - a superstructure. The priest rasstrigli also have made, under its request, under a foxtrot. The fist is similar onanistu, it does all individually, in the fist. Reports on which it is visible were made, that obobshch <estvle> niju the sparrow is not subject only. Bear-smith in collective farm; molotoboets, raskulachivaet. Hurricane has broken meeting; to save the population for meeting, that has been cancelled. Collective farms live, being raised by radio music; the loudspeaker has broken Och <erk> In eyes has forked also it took half to itself. Och <erk> Inhabitants, participants of imperialism. -- You do not know a word blackmail, - as I can blackmail you? Have dispossessed for that lives the maiden. The priest is no time walked with the girl. The present daughter of that girl - popovna, and it have dispossessed. How the thick water-melon can grow on a thin vein? After obshch <estvennoj> a table <ovoj> houses cold kerosene stoves fought. Revolution - start up goes, will not stumble yet. And will stumble, we raise it and again it will go. Muzhiks conduct at a radio pipe. You a horsy go to collective farm, be a member, and I will wait. The worker so has precisely told about a way of damage, that him have suspected of wrecking. Collective farms - one our hope. What to us to do without them? Again to live in misery, require, live hopelessly and to see fist fat, eating a baked rye. Though and not my and the general, and nevertheless I see a fortress of a life and the pleasure of durability. The spring is knocked on gate of our area. Million happiness People in collective farm, even at a poor harvest, hesitate to complain. -- Give a piece to sugar, and that I will leave collective farm! I also have entered p collective farm because of the sweet! Exclusively!! The foal has beaten off from mother and rushes about between two waving tractors, running up to them serially, having got used, that ploughs mother. Ate the stinker (drop). The muzhik-collective farmer it not former tenacious narrow mind the idiot, it already the dreamer and the visionary (the car has learnt to its superhope). The muzhik does not because understands, that is why sometimes, that respects the person, and, that I then will confess, after all, say, did not believe in the beginning. In collective-farm hairdressing salons Lenin's portraits, Silycha hang, etc. Nno, the tsar carried!! Settlement Idea The Earth, soil field - still a basis of the people of poor men. 1931-1933 What even weights have laughed loudly! At me personal pessimism, and optimism - all social. The melancholy of a life proceeding without hope. The woman, which such on character, that to itself does abortions. Secret of prostitution: the body unification assumes unity of souls, but in pr to <osteitis> tsii so there is no unification of souls, so it is obvious and terrible, that there is no love, that from surprise, from destruction, for fear - "the unification of souls" starts to occur. T <akim> about <brazom> everything, that is possible to horror, overcomes horror "from a bottom" and the love occurs, the destruction is liquidated. M prostitution <ozhet> <yt> is stronger than love and culture. Starichishko, nicknamed "fascist". It drochitsja, the athlete, the optimist, the dancer, prestidizhitator, the athlete, the eater, the swimmer... And houses, alone, faints from exhaustion. Socially he wishes to be the young hero. The old man is joyful, - the drummer, divides an epoch, exults. ZHovov, even being ill, and in all misfortunes, felt any fresh, healthy and quiet., Still, nothing could frighten him, even when the fear came nearer to it death, - ZHovov endeavoured to be frightened, and could not. The driver on highway of caucasus - too "ZHovov". Kuzjava frequently confused itself to proletariat, - the opinion considered class, classical. The tragedy, flour ZHovova, that it the owner, ustr <oitel>, the worker of the world, but stirs something to it still ("Something" - Kuzjava). Art should die, - in the sense that something should replace it ordinary <>, human; the person can well sing and without a voice if in him there is a special, real enthusiasm of a life. "Than our future is socially connected with the past now? This communication nevertheless should be, as our future was far, high. In what? In what certain" the compromise "without which relative synthesis (look at Lenin) is impossible. Contradictions after all dare" similar ", instead of absolute. On mine - in bureaucracy". (Speech in prigor <one> a train). To write it is necessary not talent, and "humanity" - direct feeling of a life. People are connected among themselves more by deep feeling, than love, hatred, harm, meanness etc. They companions even then, when one of them the obvious rascal then its meanness is a part of friendship. It is necessary so to something doorganizovatsja that the life was developed From the new world the newest is born. Any being some times dumps a skin, lowers an ichor and t. d. - before to receive a constancy. polpashkin (... Borisevkin) at misfortune, the present misfortune, complained Duharnja left in the evening to dissect air (guljanie). In the end of novel Kuzjava in a dream sees capitalism and kills ZHovova for extraction from it a skeleton. The beauty is return concept. Who is ugly. That more namuchen social neustrojstvom. Who is beautiful, has not avoided neustrojstva. But through nekrasotu it is possible to reach the higher beauty. And nekrasota, this passing condition of the person, when it in muchitelnosti. Samara, station, 29 VIII. 31 How the people look at collectivisation? "Revolution as doplatnoe the letter (when money is not present)". (Gossip) Here the person: Such haste, such rates, such movement of building, pleasure, that the person rushes on a corridor of the life, nothing understanding, living in half-memory, touching job, not making it, waving away from people, from mind - and rushes, rushes, rushes, vanishing somewhere propadom, useless, happy, surprising. ... Kuzjava all knew, precisely lived on light again. It is necessary to be live even to feel death, a grief, - dead can feel nothing. For death the live are necessary. Arranged holidays on the occasion of reception of passports, inquiries, military tickets etc. Very important! My young, serious (ridiculous under the form) - remains to the main things under the maintenance for ever, for a long time. Gravity ZHovova, its greatness, antijurodstvo, strashn <aja> danger of a life, responsibility for a class. <...> Essence, suhoju strueju, straight lines by should write. In it my new way. Each person since the childhood develops to itself a social mask to guarantee to itself the greatest success. Already since the childhood the person runs into ugliness: all people actually are disguised. That if the person would be without a mask! As it is good! You think, that I suffer polygamy, - at me it was not... In the same way I did not meet any obscurantism of the life. I like you without any truism. I remain with a pleonasm and the summary - Kurdyumov. In the mornings, on late nights the lamp elektrich <eskaja> is lighted, and a bird, thinking, that there has already come morning, starts to sing; but light dies away from the switch - yet morning. Parasites can parasitize and on will put <elnom> a revolution course. "Some microbes of death live not only in bogs, but also in falls". polpashkin, for example. To overcome, excuse lacks each other it is impossible, not having feeling of likeness. At me hair soft, as my heart: try! Especially polpashkin liked sredne-perfect women. Life on black, as in a log hut without a pipe. SHurubura - last result of the person. Very important!! All art is concluded in falling outside the limits own head filled with pity liquid, tired substance. A subjective life - in object, in other person. In it all secret. Cars bring up people; the dredge has brought up me, the engine, etc. The chemical person filled with all substances of a science. Reorganisation department on the move. As polpashkin has won alone the sun - sense of that the sun worked, and the rye grew, and to sense was not - people ate a little etc. At socialism there will be no rage and despair, but the deep suffering remains; there will be no contempt, but hatred will be... Secret polpashkina: it has frightened once people dependent a few on it. And further - it them only popugival and all of them were more frightened it, and were surprised: whence it is force at polpashkina. And its force from their fear. polpashkin itself left from service on service but in such a manner that it contradicted orders, and after care polpashkina still terribly got to its former heads, the present heads, To exterminate the whole countries, it is not necessary to be at war, it is necessary so to be afraid only of neighbours so to build voen <nuju> the industry, so to slight the population, so to work on military stocks, that the population all will be lost from economically ineffectual work, and mountain of products, clothes, cars and shells remain on a mankind place, instead of a sepulchral hill and a monument. Organizational-powerful countertalents polpashkina. And it, the muzhik, has entered to it into narrowness of a flesh and measurement. It was many times, but did not happen povtorenja. Vzjat.tseloe establishment and to transform it into type of one person. kontr <revoljutsione> r: - "Owls <etskaja> vl <ast> leans against the timeserving elements passionately clinging to a life and ready on all". As have organised trust ("fireman"), have not given it any factory; the trust pobusheval, pobusheval also has come to an end with despair shout (has arranged all polpashkin). The person deprived of love, starts to live passions of service, - he argues, strazhdet and likes in position questions about "rajsektore", about "the rights and duties", - and in it his life stream proceeds. polpashkin went it is proud on establishment, having lifted a head, - it one has learnt, that such self-financing and all specified in their pity negligibility in the major question. Time when for elementary nowadays decency, for the elementary groshevuju kindness, - people will appear the greatest hearts, geniuses, etc. will come., it is so possible probjurokratit, zakombinirovat, zazhulnichat, to torture an ordinary life, is a withdrawal, otbros from great str <oitelst> va, ZHovova. The death is switched on in a life and struggle ZHovova: he some times died, obmiral from blows of work and class enemies. ZHovov, having made socialism, has changed so, that has left socialism for polpashkina. CHr <ezvychajno> it is important. ZHovov it turns out as a result - necessities of defence of the country from external burzhuev, likv <idatsii> fists and small, exuding, purulent bourgeoisie (polpashkin); as a result of resistance, necessity - it does not wither, as happens always, and revives from a pressure on it of mortal forces. 13 As the fright touched by a crime in one place, goes circles, grasps a repentance of all and the world plunges into trembling of soul and a stomach diarrhoeia. Elements. polpashkin developed any building without all - out-of-pocket, without cars, without a place so that buzovat on rates, to do a policy of the happiness distracted as mystical something. Och <en> it is important. proletar <sky> the person dov <olen> <iznju>, - to which everywhere it is joyful, it everywhere fills up impressions of the future, everywhere, where hardly the future, - it is glad, patient, happy. A great companion! Zabotchik infinite about socialism. <ovov> to pig-iron concerned as own flesh, it is better than to the body. N (Borisevkin) was glad, when the controller entered and checked tickets. It showed the ticket to the control with pleasure, with rest of pleasure of the life, that all at it is perfectly in order, all is arranged well, - other bastards live chaotically, without money, without tickets, without performance of instructions. In what a secret? That uchrezhd <enija> do nothing, understanding uselessness of the majority of affairs, but interrelation, proshadowings, fear before trifle default such strong, that all is put by a trifle, rubs and silently there are d e l of island T <ak> ch that> establishments are useful, but not job, and vanity... <...> As have begun to cry revolution, I and Totik. polpashkin poisoned-poisoned, thought - infinite force before it, and force has begun to cry, p <otomu> ch that> it was live and growing, instead of is monumental-dead. Even polpashkin has been shifted in the heart grief and a dose of sympathy for revolution. "It is necessary to take measures" - leaves that or does not leave, it is a question unimportant. Important - only to take measures, to found vanity for which to answer it is not necessary and you will not answer, even if measures will not give any results. The person who is not showing feelings any, and that deserving great terrible authority. It is silent and knows, what feelings ruin reputation, the human phenomena <essences-?> contradict authority, inhuman help it. New type: the non-party, for a cultural life, for cleanliness, for masks Osoaviahima, for the healthy Soviet public etc., Etc., - in effect the unique bourgeois form of the person in our conditions (inzh <ener> Antons, Bondarchuk). Especial nonpartisanship! Cleanliness! Ideological accuracy! Fidelity! The technics of management is improved by people not only technics of manufacture materialn <oh> lives, but also. Whether will come in the last of crisis of overproduction, crisis of historical hopelessness. Psychosis truzhennikov, that on everyone the continuous attention of all mankind <...> is paid. -- Allow to spend with you some instants. Neither that to like, nor that to be dozed to go? - To be dozed! We should turn all weight to the worker. Borisevkin conjures in loneliness: we have already made, have already entered, have already finished basically etc. The person, it is possible Borisevkin (is not present - better another), speaking documentary, phrases of the reports, living also it is accurate, clear, happy, surprising. They liked painful vanity, disorder, neustrojstvo, a heathland and negligibility of their establishment. It is them connected, - misfortune, a sad share. The person that believes in socialism is not present. It in a rest house: he believes, it in delight, he writes the pleasure manifesto; in a train the spring, passengers nabzdeli has broken, "The state keeping on reading of books, will fall". (<... - nerazb. - E> a gossip). In "a poppy <edonskogo> the officer". The loyal coreligionist provints <ialnaja> the newspaper writes the slogan-cap: "Conditions t. Stalin are executed only on 18 %". The person who is not believing in anything, in any way, empty, - executing therefore in the best way any higher outline: such type only also is necessary. (In a train) 2 foreheads <oveka>, one intel <ligent>, the friend <oh> - "chujka" Novel theme. Stratilat did communism, and has made other world, - anything in usually-trite, our topical sense, and other world of history, other category which could leave, leave unwrapped forms of the past and is subjective-class will Stratilata objectively To peer in the technologist <ichesky> process - passion. The person does not cease to live because it does not have food, clothes, dwelling. Give to it! - it will cease. As ladies, - dak you from sapogov will jump out! The inventor - did electric establishment, was completed before, that boiled tea in the electric coil, - and that business has come to an end. "In Zadonsk!" - the slogan of the father, the country rest of soul: home, in the field, from workshops where 40 years at butter and cars there has passed a life. Dug a foundation ditch under fund <ament> club, have found a shabby coffin without the dead man and in him a vodka quarter. Have drunk. Vodka was normal. We not shkurshchiki. The subscription to Orders N <ar> To <> the Floor-mat is opened. If it remained to live and has not gone mad, it is luxury. polpashkin, working in establishment, operated so, that was engaged in the affairs and when who approached started to stick with a finger into drawings, to speak mad words and so forth, and then at once passed to the business - the delirium of a life turned out. Wooden plant And you show a maximum of the initiative connected to corresponding flexibility! It had local authority. There is such version: the New world really exists, as there is a generation sincerely thinking and operating in the plan ortodoksii, in respect of brisk "poster", - but it lokalen, this world, it local, as the geographical country n and r I d at with other countries, other worlds. World, is universal-historical this new world will not be, and be it cannot. But the live people making this new, essentially new and serious world, already are and it is necessary to work among them and for them. In establishments already there lived cats, all has been mastered worldly, forever. In the class beginning - official heroism; death on far burjannyh fields with a portfolio and fidelity; heroism more powerful, than military, deeper and terrible. Than there lives the person: he something thinks, i.e. Has secret idea, sometimes not consent with what official. "In revolution" lateral force ", since wins. The main things destroy each other, and lateral remains at health and takes away weight". The message of the conceiving petty bourgeois. "The dark person with a burning torch" Itself did crimes, on itself informed, for all the same would learn: let know from it. Arithmetics: that it the criminal - it is bad, that is engaged in the self-message well, and will excuse. Laws are, but they should be carried out not at once, and gradually! (Tarasov) Time goes, ripen anniversaries, the 100 anniversaries from the date of a birth and so forth collect polpashkin has collected chl <enskie> payments in MOPR etc. at once for 5 years forward that already all were members, differently it is impossible. The intercourses with the Parisian Academy of sciences about gravitation. For durability it is necessary to put itself in position "on the eve of liquidation" - and you will live two centuries. Great a drink under a trifling head (Bozhinsky). The story of the girl about a cow: the cow on four corners has feet. Of a cow do cutlets, and the potato grows separately. The cow itself gives milk, and the turkey-cock tries, cannot. The person, asking to write down it in stock of societies <ennoj> properties to remain whole. All it to tell it is impossible - it is possible to play only on a violin! He occasionally whispered lips, that <> believing and protivopolagaja. About the person who is frightened by newspapers, p <otomu> ch that> beat and beat him for politporoki. Its sincere condition of horror not passing. "In this big, among large number of the population..." Vnevojskovik from fear before a life, from loneliness, from fear of punishment, from horror... Began to work assiduously sklonjas. It has casually put n <achalni> to in the sample, around vnevojskovika have created the company, - declared the drummer so has gone. <...> the Grief of the person conducted <ikogo> we say lies <eni> that the proletariat has won the power (partially, smeshanno, but it is caustic, otravlenno) for original, will surprise <elnoj> formations of a burzhuazno-equipment room of democracy. He has seen pure light of the world transformed into delirium in revolution. And the person - in delirium. <...>. <...> it is surprising, that people pressed close to ZHAKT'u, to office, to inquiries though in a city there were world theatres, and in the world eternal questions of torture. Harvest seasons <anie> souls from uncertainty: who is members VSNH, besides chl <enov> Presidium; whether is in general chl <eny> Council NH? Shudder, a flour... CHelov <ek> it is great <ogo> time. He was afraid to leave somewhere further for 5 days - from fear that will appear new is declared <ie> a military registration and enlistment office. "The matter is that also one - chosen for thought - cannot think... Nobody thinks". Speech in mestkome. Consciousness, it not an art subject; the conscious person gives in only to the ironical form of product. Similar on to <ontr> revolutionary> the slogan. Yes, because revolution it in the main thing feeling, an organism, an element, music. The consciousness which has been not fixed in feeling, it is valid to <ontr> revolution, t <e <st> fragile too a condition. Through a train of a grief, work and disaster - by a youth, to belief and pleasure. <...> That these bones did, when on them the body was! Have killed unintentionally the woman: chort from it, it the bourgeois was! Me in Park To <ultury> and Otd <yha> anywhere does not pull - only in 5th otd <elenie> militia! The person familiar with thousand personally. From it smelt as a vital waste. The country is dark, and the person in it is shone. The globe in L <enin> hailstones is felt. Pressure of tenderness The person perishing from scandal, started by it concerning delivery at the newsdealer; the person afflicted with energy of scandals, the debater, the extremely impressionable, active on any disorder, impudent, calling on fight all abyss of the world... Great new type! "Burzhuj in socialism". And the new forces, new shots can be lost, not having waited still, not having completed socialism, but their "slices", their grief, their stream of feeling will enter into the future world. Charming young faces of Bolsheviks, - you yet do not win; your babies will win. Revolution raskatitsja further you! Greetings believing and dying in an overstrain. I have converged with you not etichnichat! The old woman of 82 years, witch, sleeps for hunger, drinks for hunger water, uvidja children, children - all shines! A perfect, lovely life! The age is not present! And children from it run. Think "freely" when anything, to any purpose does not remain. Not lagging behind Lenin on a step! - (It is told iskren <not> and xopoшо) If it is impossible to rally people on the basis of relationship it is possible to connect them on a basis muchitelstva. "All above-stated future!" The person has sold the skeleton. The bought skeleton has put to the person of the watchman that during death its skeleton was spoilt by dogs. Pleasure exposure. "A national performance" The dream of intervention will live possibly long, even at communism, will not address yet in death of villains-interventionists. At death people feel dryness and they would like something damp. To write, how I imagine with tears of the person everywhere: on a steam locomotive, on an airplane etc. -- What at us - sots <ializm> or kapit <alizm>? Instsenirovshchik joyful and assured - the executor joyful all instructions. At first to it it was awkward and ridiculous, has then got used and became "external" internal. "You build sots <iali> zm dl <glory and honour, and we - for a life, for necessity." As the life is unlike the literature (the Boy in Melekesse): boredom, despair. And in the literature - "nobleness", ease of feeling etc. The big lie. Everywhere heroes - read Kuzjava, - and among thousand familiar people it of those has not found any. "If you, companions, feel hunger it is incorrect, companions". To us only allow to get used (to sots <iali> zmu), - then us you will not stop. The consciousness of Ivan-fool, this consciousness of the people (class) - the most such consciousness shows, that we deal with the people-sly fellow, with the clear head, to <> t <> r <yj> regrets suffers, that he lives in an idiotic situation. Fishes breathe a wind stopping in water. With backward it is necessary to speak ofitsialn <ym> language: actions and t. d. - differently they will understand, but will not believe, and here, not having understood, will believe. Doomsday: and people became so silly, that already practice of their life, the validity, could learn nothing them, only studied and led to the return. "Leave for destiny wide passes". <...> in each person there is heating ochazhok, differently it, foreheads <ovek>, would not live also minutes. The grandfather had a snack vodka, choosing the dough from the beard. Already that person who will kill me marches on uchebn <yh> employment somewhere in Germany. "The weapon in the fascism world operates faster a feather of the writer". Great theme: ZHenshch <ina>, entirely connected with muzhch <other>. And here they grow old, then <ena> speaks to the husband: as though I wished to meet once again same what was you, - live, fascinating, sincere, primitive, - to fall in love with it and then to die: it is not necessary anything any more! The husband-militiaman arrested the wife for meshchanski-anticouncil <skie> moods, spoke "it is a bribe" when him treated with a tea glass. The instinct "humanity and so forth" is extremely fragile, it is historically got, it can quickly be replaced with the "basic" instinct of animal egoism. Night singing of wind tunnels in all large cities of the world - here a melody of time, history. The peasant has a variable soul from nature weather, from winds and streams. To Eugene the husband enamoured in to <wife> r has presented the squirrel coat. Not knowing where it det, being afraid of the husband, the wife has pawned a coat, and to the husband has shown the receipt, having told, that has found it: interestingly to look, that for such coat - a coat. The husband has gone to receive a coat-coat under the receipt. Has seen, a coat good. Has carried in a gift to its mistress, and from the mistress took it ledashchee a coat-ploskushku and has brought to the wife. The wife, seeing what is it not the squirrel coat, and a deceit, - in a hysterics. The husband in perplexity. But the wife the squirrel coat is the most expensive, and she difficult admits if only to return a coat, - action develops further. Weather - beer, spirit... Any strange long son. - the Rack like book, like "poste restante", I also receive something and was not present. To me give something and refuse. My manuscripts Any ostensibly which are appreciated, but in me they call shame. The ambiguous relation to me "stoechnika", - Brad, but strashn <yj>. The nature, it is lovely also road that our first-born forces there and operate till now in cleanliness, "naruzhi", is close to our understanding whereas in people this brotherly relationship of action, sincere analogousness is hidden, veiled tysjachju conventions, distortions of a social life, public factor. Thunder-storm on road from Voronezh in Zadonsk. It has extended before, that in lightnings have taken part both stars and black weights of the farthest sky, - I remember. When this dream was? To live actually and to suffer it, it is necessary to represent all time in a head something invented and void. The person-tuzhilka to whom all seems, that it not has made that, and would make differently, it would be better. Not there has arrived to work, not on that street home has gone... To live inside at once there is nothing, from here and all technical toys, all "creativity". About animals it is necessary to write too: at them it is a lot of the free will, independent mind. We talk with each other language inarticulate, but true. The petty bourgeois, instead of the hero will take out history. Have not accepted the novel - both hands and the body was covered with abscesses. To break the person it is easier, than think. "Protected pig-iron for torgsina: gold, silver, copper, then pig-iron". In drunkenness there is a neglect to itself, counter-egoism... 1934-1936 Time of heroism and time zhulja, lovkachestva, lies, spontaneous samopohvalenja, adventurism etc. <...> Likely in high spheres - above a stratosphere - there live thousand-year birds and go down is once suddenly among sudden centuries. From here, from a reality, many legends. Above there are the best air and temperature and the long light disinfecting from death which provide almost eternal life. Over the earth there are doubtless birds! In France girls earn on a dowry prostitution, already having the groom. One groom has killed the bride - the prostitute, its outposts sincerely paying compliments with another. On court the murderer have asked: The Turkmen farm laborer earns all life on a bride money and lives with ishachkoj. Deceased desert. Annau: a mosque under Kopet-Dagom; tiles: colour of the sky half-and-half with a twilight of a deep well. The inhabitant of the international car of a through service. From blow by a saxaul axe - from it sparks (such is density of this tree-poor man, greed to moisture savings, close avarice of a vegetative body) are strewed. The true always on itself is not similar. The Turkman - to the groom to the hero: And Dzhumal has extinguished light mahaniem hands. Takyr rings from heat under hoofs of donkeys and camels, also as a snowless naked ground, obdutyj a winter wind, in Transbaikalian plain. Has passed even three days and two nights among them. First time a plant is made from a seed of the father-mother, second time it is made from the soil consisting of ashes of the father-mother. Ashes of the father-mother - the continuous basis of a life of the son. We rise from ashes of the fathers! Has see grown fat, feet do not get into boots. It is rare, as a rainbow over the Penalty-godfathers. Purely animal in love us, the m <ozhet> <yt>, also seduces, but offends beschelovechie, madness, callousness of such love - sexs'a. The boy kisses the display in glass. As blind in a nettle. The story: "Meropr <ijatija> on struggle against an unsuccessful life". My youth which has passed in organizational pleasures. At all the nature, and people are guilty in destruction of former civilisations. "Revolution has literaturn <oe> proishozhd <enie> - its plan, revolutions, there was absolutely another, but then" writers "and the literature have prevailed and have given revolutions vicious evolutionary infinity", (these are "left"). Fear, bread and belief. "The life longitude" - ten, twenty best, perfect days of "my life", memory about which is motionless, as a poor, far star over golovoju. About all: For what they so abuse me and beat, - I was recently the child and more have not ceased to be it. Great problem of a sparrow. Semeen, it is free, dies in bondage, and flies on one arshin. And the infinity is necessary to it almost. Basmachi did lead bullets in the Penalty-godfathers while council <skie> akad <emiki> doubted in a penalty-kumskom lead. -- Where at you the Village Soviet? At a leopard of force on one person, and heart - on forty. The tiger of force a hundred times has more, but heart is no more human. To invent nonsense, it is necessary to have, at least, a brain for this invention. Turkmenia, - her soul is so fresh and good, as the antique person of its people, descendants parfjan. Turkmenia - the irony country. For this purpose, who understands, - the Universe does not exist. Turkmans - the people intimate, alien shows (hitherto). The aul lives songs, hearings, fairy tales, sensations (a strong aul). Any assemblage of people costs much to poor people. Do not finish anything: on the end there will be a joke. The mankind has grown astride a donkey. A donkey - the giant rest: "... From a giant, ears too, legs are not present, etc." Phalanxes ran so is noisy, that is audible, as they stamped feet. Why the donkey shouts? (Speak - periodically, through 3 ch <the expert>) - to Solve. Breasts <enshchin> as barhanchiki. Saksaulnye passions Karakurt, looking from a well of a hole in pair clear eyes. It is surprising, that the mankind native land is so deserted and unsociable. What here connected people? Brigade of writers - meeting unfortunate (occasionally swindlers). Music the Turkman goes to two voices - arithmetics of love of a two. Dzhunaid has killed the daughter the hands and has thrown out its ashes to dogs when her husband the third time has complained of it, that she does not obey him. And what such Pushkin and Gogol - unless is a limit? Art (past) at first hurt a society (Shakespeare), then there passed time, the pain dried up, art admitted classical. Owls <etskaja> the power is absolutely right: in history there was a circumstance (post-war and military), when people - multivarious... ki, not giving in any kollektivnosti (thanks to long specificity of this most "kollektivnosti"), require a great management. Staroobrjadchestvo, it is serious, this world basic movement; and - from it it would be not known that could leave still, and from progress it is known that. Trishin says, what it left Sholokhov, and Trishin whence left? Ha-ha-ha! Dzhumal unloved, unloving... It... From infancy and continuously, to a shower otshibli already and heart have shaken up to a throat, to the sad, become empty mind. The respect of the Turkman for the woman is pure - economic. If it is not necessary for an economy, the Turkman lives with wives-old women, not taking young, having possibility it to take. But the economy will not sustain! And the food as it was poor and monotonous by the form, it has been created by sun light, a spring wind of desert, mountain water arykov, teplotoju pure sand - and consequently body Dzhumal so was full and good. Bitterns of vodka, - at once all outlook will be reconstructed. Pier <odaja> the girl to obviously groom on having appeared <lenii> at theatre: The person whence has got on a train, rumpled also a spit any dark blue piece of paper. Interestingly: kupyr, as natures <ennogo> selection it was created 2500 years ago, the coeval to a crock from parfjanskih excavation. I am insolent in hands a crock and kupyrja. "I never will forget!" - expression of the father, also goes the story. The Earth so is cold and homeless, that the family is necessary as for an oven the poor. -- The daddy, you at me get in the way. The person addresses to a saw: The child of mother (seeing torzh <estvennye> funeral): One hundred old has checked up, twenty new has drilled. The old man-brehun somewhere in area Kasp <ijskogo> the seas or oz <era> Ilmen runs. To it shout with laughter: Small concern, economy, profitability, scrupulous tediousness, even gluttony, - all is an essence - at the woman - only indemnification of other part of her soul which contains feeling of savings native, fear about death of relatives... - detailed, t <ak> sk <azat>, concrete discharge, a protection and world rescue. Women always reduce, hide the price something bought: twice-three times, if only cheaply it seemed. On the contrary, vost <internal> wives <shchina> speaks always in it the truth. Vost <internal> <enshchina> in general, squeezed by heavy work, the husband, family, cattle has no possibility to communicate with neigbours, to gossip, as Russian woman. At it other device of destiny. Not painfully ryljastyj (beautiful), and so - polnolichnyj. The second life is necessary for the person, differently and the first is not necessary and there is no it never. To look at the dead son - for mother it after all ubienie hearts. The husband for the wife as a cross for church. -- Begin to sing, speak. And it is a shame - all of a sudden, under a word, - and it, the leader, asks: For mind all in the future, for heart all in the past. Revolution has been conceived in dreams and carried out for execution of the come true things most never. <...> the Turtle on karachkah - the present person. Russian house in Asia: glinobit <nyj> duval, derevjan <naja> a lavatory, an icon under derev <jannym> the "umbrella", two crosses - two tombs, a cellar-glacier: a full kingdom of soul and a body, the closed world. How much the person an unstable, uneasy being: trembling, koleblemoe, difficult, muchimoe and painful... - the main thing - impossible, unstable. The mankind - without oblagorazhivanija its animals and plants - will be lost, will become scanty, will run into rage of despair, as lonely in loneliness. ZHivotn <ye> and rast <enija> always our contemporaries, also has put at all in an atavism, and in friendship, in soul sanitary. Long marriage of bases <an> not on fidelity of pair, and that one of this pair, or both of them, secretly like the stranger. It worked selflessly and free of charge. The pilot in air one with car, as the monk, as sacred technics. "The new people, a nationality - znachkisty", (tram) Strange: - earlier all things became is bulky, permanently, which can be transferred only once (a grand piano, gramof <onnaja> a pipe, clothes), now all in the form of suitcases, is transportable, mobile, temporary (a record player-suitcase etc.), is time. And even women: there were asses, now pljugavki earlier. In the next world all should be unfamiliar: the probability of a meeting is very small. Billions billions after all you have already died, will lose the way as in a train-cheap stuff. Reserved 3 supplies when one was required: the first will not come, the second will break, and the third somehow. -- First at me money is not present, and secondly: how you like it first? For "Prisoner" - People understand themselves incorrectly, or - the nature of "understands" not takoju, kakoju it is understood by the person. The person does not know itself, "writer" should learn it. The monetary system always reflects progress eksploatatsii (in sense of monetary, currency, valuable understanding). Secret of the woman, in general the person: to live in a shower there is nothing, it is necessary that liked another in which probably present, - but after all it is not present. Love, this rearrangement of responsibility on another, and most - the right to be empty. <...> for "Prisoner". It is necessary to concern people on ottsovski. True in that in the USSR the family is created, a relatives, one children's lovely court yard, and Stalin - the father or the big brother of everything, Stalin - the parent of fresh clear mankind, other nature, other heart. To me revenge dead which I was mistaken during lifetime and did not like. All life, all life to be the writing worker, and to earn all more than the grain-grower. She has gone mad in practice wreckers of grain stocks, on spraying, in struggle for nadl <ezhashchie> capital investments. Members of the Komsomol have concluded the contract with old men. Old men have allowed to remove a bell from church, and komsom <oltsy> were obliged to give to old men a tractor in exchange. A bell have removed, the tractor is not present. Old men chase members of the Komsomol. "The life after all not and is precious as think: and well a herd and from songs under execution!" (9/IV) In a tram: "- How much years SSSRu?" "- 16!" (?) (a sign on a question of A.Platonova. - E) "- Well, it too it is time to give under criminal court - under the new law". {It is a question of the Decision of the Central Electoral Committee and SNK the USSR from April, 7th, 1935 about the criminal liability (up to the higher measure of punishment) children "since 12-year-old age". - YO} Beat him for playfulness, the son of a bitch! The person, wanted to win the USSR, - and eating scientifically, chemically, to live 500 or 1000, - to go through all. The chicken has deduced ducklings. Ducklings in water, and mother in a dust climbs. Mother cackled on the bank of a pond, has then become crazy. Ducklings have sunk. To the person to live there is nothing, it has started money to save, collect something. The miser from a grief and loneliness. -- You do not smile for a long time? The miner - on bad theatre - to the slipshod actor - during representation: "It you naroshno?" Small graceful darning of parcels... The marquis de Kjustin wrote once: "Let Europe sends Russia fire wood that Russia not merzla, did not go war to Europe". - Now estuary, coal, also it is possible to heat all Europe from "Russia". <...> Exterior trite, hair are shaken up in a district hairdress, eyes with forced tenderness, sweet... In dr <ugih> relations - it is hostile to everything, hates everything, - the love to one has eaten in it all human, usual... This satisfied pochesyvanie the right big finger about the left palm, is self-satisfaction of the working petty bourgeois. It zhevane kolbaski, reached at last. Boys in the car deaf prigorodnego trains (would go <ez> tickets); their two, one groans all time: Music - definitively forbidden literature, when it zamychala, "It you are ill from a cold, a diarrhoeia, a draught, a typhus, and I am ill with only high illnesses, not clear for you. I - not you!" Tragedy ottertosti, tragedy "set aside", unnecessary when the brilliant world is under construction, tragedy of "pensioner" - a great flour! "Sch <astlivaja> the M <oskva>" Was at war imp <erialisticheskoj> and grazhd <anskoj> - and has returned precisely such what has left, - war as trifles of the personal biography. From too big - even happy - life outpourings then there comes a melancholy. "Virtuosity" of working class on the basis of great technics. You remember: the mechanic, to it pruzhinku will reserve to make, and it and a record player will paint etc. Alone with itself, as together, four together - both interview, and friendship, - both with impunity and interestingly. The person is a drop of parental pleasure, and it should be pleasure. Medicine <skaja> the science will develop before, that there will be one problem The story "Tver parkway" - about the sparrow who has been carried away by a wind in paradise and come back therefrom. Leaving school on a vacation, schoolboys beat a school building - inkwells, stones, knock out glasses etc. A flogging of a body of establishment! Whether yes there is a sense in acceptance of great measures of a civilisation for preservation of the person, a life etc. After all animals are in this respect carefree, they spend all forces for extraction of instant happiness, and we only on preparation for it, happiness at all not representing. The story about chess: it like an outcome for everything, that practically does not leave or it is forbidden by history. Against chess? In the summer door-keepers in the beer snatch peak-caps out of hands that was for what to receive on tea. Usievich, reading peregudova, Evdokimova, etc. cries tears burning, that there is no at us a literature. At old women to women the man's approach, napr <imer>, - they speak: it well-fad, a figure at it good. <...> Painting 17 - 18 vv, has developed therefore (portrait, etc.), that photos was not, instead of because tsars and rich understood sense in painting art. The claim <usstvo> always grows thanking blagoprijatn to <ohm> to a case, instead of on consciousness. Women as air, they surround us, they do, that do, carrying out will sent them, - they are innocent, and there is nothing to be engaged in them. Flies on a sticky paper - here m <ozhet> <yt> too a life. CH <elove> to a being rather variable. 1937 Run of skiers on a ravine in Izhora. "Glavspirt" in everyone it seems to village, ktr. I have driven to Chudovo. In one village Glavspirt it is opened near to the destroyed church - badly. Narrow-mindedness still storms - everywhere here. My modesty has corrupted the coachman - he writes "notes" of the traveller. The people all my poor and native. Why, the more poorly, the more kindly. After all same it is necessary to finish - to result on the contrary. To you pleasure from kind, if it poor? What here the simple, trustful, undemanding, patient people - and children too as angels. Spassky polist. L ju and n o-p about l e. Children in 5 - spin 10 years bast shoes from a bast. Kooper <ativ> 1 river pays for pair. Everything go to school not, for otsutstv <iem> odezhi-obuzhi. On a wall in a log hut a picture "Girl of society of Renaissance" - Mentslera. In log huts all almost the lodgers who have come on earnings from other collective farms, and more any people living sometimes on 1 - 2 years. It, more often, the women living at relatives. It is possible to guess only who is such. Marriage it not a bed, and the husband and the wife sit next, spin bast shoes on sale day and night and tell each other fairy tales, memoirs, histories. In a fur coat - not kosets, In trousers - not... bets, In mittens - not the worker. The foggy blizzard has passed, the dark blue light sky - as a window or a door in the sacred spacious world has opened. There are wooden villages in wooden woods. Old people - the best supporters and figures of collective farms: vsp <omni> a Ljubino-field, cheerful, gutorlivuju the old woman when it during old time on 10 t <ysjach> piece match korobkov in day glued and thought to die on boxes. The bony earth The pregnant gipsy in Novgorod, guessing to me: "against you the state king, but he soon learns you well, the person you well-known, and this year will receive the business, you like marusja and N ju r and, and friends on the letter harm to you In and you are afraid of nobody of G.No, you the person brave and your word like, - and you like a liqueur glass". It not the pregnant woman, something has sewn to a paunch. But not it on me guessed, and I on it. The advocate of hygiene and kulturnosti in Novg <orodskom> the House <> Kr <estjanina>: shows, how it is necessary to open a cover of a toilet bowl and to close it ("the people after all such uncivilized!") etc. A general mean image. Owls <etskaja> the power for the sun and rains does not answer, it operates from below. Beggars come to good restaurant in Valdai, are trampled down, worry, to them speak: "Have a seat into place, you serve". They have come to have dinner because of bread, only. The woman of heavy behaviour. The boy touches snow and speaks: when you will thaw, that to bread were to grow warmly! Clouds in the pure, blue sky as feathers, the rests of wings of the disappeared, departed birds. "The Soviet power knows as calfs to give to drink" - speaks a pier <odaja> kol <hozni> tsa to the old. There is no still a care in collective farms about a life of collective farmers, about its house. Drunkenness by denatured alcohol and pr... It is necessary to strengthen culture of heart and mind ten times. The good in the person lives by inertia. But it is necessary to add already it now, and that will run low. In youth it (kindly) from a youth, instead of from acquired stocks. To reduce somewhat quicker pressure of need about a daily bread. It eats the person though does its any is joyful-is quiet-mild. On travel we always "cooked an axe" - on soldatski, almost with invariable success. Girls go on village and songs sing, they stop about a log hut and sing: Crickets in the winters get over in log huts and sing as summer - in blizzards. "Horses your spacious" Izmer <enie> work: The furnace was cold, and the mistress has hidden my stockings to dry to itself under a pillow. About heart, treasure of my grief! 1938 - 1940 The round, bright, cheerful, rejoicing person - it is constant at restaurant. Persons (at the valid girls) silly, ridiculous, surprised... The teacher: "Now I will show to you (pupils) as the violin will play incorrectly, - here I will upset her!." The criticism, in sushchn <osti>, is the further working out of riches of the theme found the first, "basic" author. It is "completion" of bowels, the further perfection of thoughts of the author. The criticism can be repeated. The first author usually only plans, okonturivaet bowels and only partially them chooses, and the critic (ideal) completes absolutely imperfect the author. ----------------------- Love to the son or the friend, in spite of the fact that, despite of everything, love as fate. CH <elove> to should be pulled out from a vicious rhythm of the Universe. <...> Trade choice: all wished to be pilots, musicians, writers, and one little boy the potter, - the genius! The academy, severity, science, knowledge, and it lives curly with a harmonic, sings, drinks... - other world, anything the general and as though happier. The melancholy is the worst kind of greed, envy, egoism: what not all has got to the melancholiac - not all wives <shchiny>, not all glory, etc. Him accused, it was innocent. To get off, he has recollected the play written 300 years ago where there were lords and so forth, - and has repeated all situation of the play, recognising, that he was on friendly terms with lords etc. People and animal one beings: among animals there are morally even higher beings, than people. Not an evolution ladder, and mixture of live beings, the general conglomerate. "It is correct, but it is incorrect". 1941 - 1944 "I live it is possible to tell badly. But it of anything: I have got used to live badly. It is live - and it is fine, more I and have no anything, only I live". Obvious demonstrative kindness happens indemnification of secret harm. The story about it is necessary to me. One refugee at another: "A penultimate train" from Moscow: 3 cars of security officers, 10 cars of "handicraftsmen". A joint way of these cars, - two worlds, two "elements", two forces. Among security officers - "kursantki", one Matrena Semenovna and so forth Supply in a way. The colonel and the lieutenant colonel. The supply manager. "toptuny". A revolver in derev <jannom> a case on a thick bum. Wives. A cat white. And - the handicraftsman <behind, working class in the future, now the semihomeless children stealing a potato in fields... The musician played all better and is more thin, and all is happier - he wished to make happy leaving on fight with the enemy. I cannot be at war itself, I can not invent a mine or the plane, but I can encourage all souls of people and give them force of correct understanding of a life. The refugee in continuous job - vanity: boiled water, bread, turn behind the coupon, fire wood, a toilet, warming teplushki, struggle with ottsepkoj and so forth and so forth The car 5899 - (Play). Klavka. The medical assistant, Willows <an> Mironych, Razdorsky and so forth Prisons, camp, war, development of a material civilisation (at the expense of increase in work, a robbery of forces of the people) - all it serves one purpose: vykosit to liquidate, reduce human spirit, - to make ch <elovechest> in obedient, pliable on slavery. 1/3 people do not work, and looks at the working. At many people mind is replaced with impudence, irony, a sneer "you intellectuals" etc. But behind it is ignorance of the hooligan. Egoism of the swindler. Sk <olko> happens failures in inventions - only that there is no patience. Nagr <evajas>, the furnace simple at first only cools a room, steam <ovaja> mash <ina> works in the beginning on one condensation etc., Etc. Only then the mechanism "primuchivaetsja" also works. Life to <> to deadlock, to <> to a hopelessness, to <> to impossibility (recollect stations, Jews evakuir <ovannyh> and so forth). <...> the Special condition - you live, and it is impossible, not under force, as though presh against the mountain settling on you. The beginning of the major story: "There was an old house; in the house a table, in a table among stuff the brochure with small article of the died engineer who has died of abandonment, disorder and despair - as everywhere as traditionally, - and in article of this the secret of a victory of its suffering native land over the enemy of mankind laid. Anybody did not know it... Harm vjave, <> naruzhi is only that at us is inside. These are our eruptions that we have recovered. Russia everywhere: Ufa, a smithy, houses, - as in district (and here Bashkiria). Houses fragile, like time, from here, say, we will go further away. Where only? All the same. We will sleep and will go. Germans have killed mother of the guerrilla, mined its corpse, a corpse have exposed on a kind, the son-guerrilla has seen mother, has come nearer to it, has embraced her and - was lost. "Why you grow thin? - After all eat you much!" "I eat much, and I sigh it is even more." The old woman visited on native dogs, rozdannym it in different hands. Dogs have grown, did not learn it and tore the old woman. "We will tell lies <ennaja> war as an instinct, spontaneous, mad under the form, search of an exit from impossible position. Search not consciousness, but practice, suffering, mukoju..." The pleasure does not train the person. Wisdom does not suffice only time - eternity, and she sees all only in an instant of short times. From here, from a lack of eternity, a history longitude, - a wisdom lack. Stupid feeling of a life Two persons - one conducts through difficulties, another through ease. Like only the first and adore it on justice. "A fatal example" - all from the West (Herzen). All then referred to the West, now to the USSR - the USSR became the centre of outlook of the world. Mother, giving rise to the son, always thinks: whether you - that? - The woman - a way and means, its son - the purpose and sense of a way. All happens on light and comes back again, - only one time irrevocably. Each soldier thinks out to itself "belief" - for calmness of mood and soul: on a miscellaneous. The old woman, telling to other old women as someone drank tea with sugar: and at first she hiccupped, all hiccupped, and then to drink the beginnings, and I look, I rejoice, to me though is not sweet, yes it is terrible and surprising - after all I sugar see. If my brother Mitja or Nadja - in 21 year after the death left a tomb teenagers as they have died, and would look at me: what with me became? - I became the ugly creature mutilated, both outwardly, and internally. The higher critic was Shakespeare: it took ready, another's products, - and, copying them, showed, how it is necessary to write, that it was possible to make further of art if to apply more the higher creative silu. is criticism in an ideal kind!!! Puppy Filka in Ufa: one, without property, lays on a floor on a cold. Everything, that it is possible to make in such condition, - all tool should consist only in own live trunk: neither papers, nor a feather!!! The Christ as an image created from pure charm - without innovation, without the theory, without miracles and so forth Och <en> it is important. Death. A cemetery killed on war. Also there is by a life that should live, but is not made: creativity, job, feats, the love, all picture of a life not come true, also that would be, if it has come true. That in effect is killed - not one bodies is represented. A great picture of a life and the lost souls, possibilities. The world what it would be at activity of victims, - the best world, than valid is given: here that perishes on war, - progress possibility there is killed. "For them the literature this state calligraphy". "Travel <in mankind>": "It is necessary to go there, to superconcreteness, in" low "the validity, whence all aspire to leave". War can become the constant phenomenon: to <> to a sort of the new industry which have left two reasons - some "free" surplus pr <oizvodstvennyh> forces and "a devastation of souls". War will rather probably turn to long property chelov <echeskogo> societies. Undoubtedly, that the ancient art of the general had no anything with the awful slavish antique validity; ant <ichnoe> the claim <usstvo> also has appeared as a counterbalance, as self-defence, as some kind of indemnification for the infernal validity, as a phantom feeding and satisfying. The story about mother who liked one son and did not like another. But what she did not like, liked it and has given the life for it, and what she liked, has betrayed mother. Back go - harchi ahead; forward go - gorilka. Och <en> it is important. People live not love, not delight, not ecstasy, and special feeling of silent attachment and a habit to each other, as correct the husband with the wife, as country big family behind one table. The silent centre: the old man and the old woman (as not-war) and there go fighters: sit, are silent, smoke, as if on a visit at the father and mother. Then leave. Free time: the dominoes, maps, chatter, silent reserved love (not at everything, it is rare), chatter happen also harmful: And again - mail lack. Germans in footwear on derev <jannoj> to a sole, slide on snow, having grasped for a car board. In bravery there is the higher vanity: on eyes of companions. Not guns war, but also death Toshi only will dare... We Here win. The main thing most important... During an agonal instant often happens at the soldier: prokljate to all world-murderer and tears about itself, separation tears for ever. Tear one, on two there was no force. On war such noise, a thunder, a smoke - that is visible at once: war the car still imperfect, as the first steam <ovye> mash <iny>. - it is not enough Job, fuel goes much, vanity big and so forth It is necessary to make war "made", technically made. On the world, or travel to mankind On death of millions people - live zamuchaet conscience about died. Success Robinzona: it was not stirred by the people, any person: whether in it secret of any success. "Absence of defect in the person (binge, women) is the absence proof in him of soul". System of mutually moving mirrors reflecting emptiness of one another (so in originale. - E) - the terrible objective mechanism vzaimoproniknovennosti to the bottom emptiness. It is however touching there is a being self-defence, i.e. Egoism, but in special position, when also egoism - a charm. The life is change, but soul height in its invariance. The soldier lives with lacks (an element <arnyh> things); struggle against these lacks also distracts it from the main terrible lack - possibilities to die; the soldier, it is possible to tell, even should have many small needs and struggle with them... Och <en> in <azhno>. As Tosha, dying, spoke: "important, important, the most important", - also has died, not having told the most important. So the most important is carried away in a tomb. Feed the soul with a feat and will not be hungry on pleasure. "The peasant lives in cooperation with animals and plants - from here and it bolshee philanthrophy. The peasantry end is inadmissible: is a source of mankind and humanity". (The Pilot in airdrome) The Earth - a flesh of the people, the first value. Speeding up of spaces. The unknown boy abs <oljutnogo> hearing: both bomb whistle, and the best Russian songs seizes at once and sings, and nobody sees this boy. Russian girls crying on coast Proni when plays radio from Moscow. They ask to start up radio of the German-soldier. That surrenders to the request. Love to the native land on foreign land. Toadies of generals - full, kormlenye foremen, sergeants, drivers - their relation to officers and so forth D <lja> humour. The car smells as death. Fight is thought - in the conditions, stirring to reflexion. Pl <ennyj> the German: At you two, chtol, armies: one shouts that, another another! (The second army - shtrafniki) 1944 - 1948 In what secret of the childhood? - In the child set of souls - it easily pulls out them imagination, and one lives, but as with companions. The adult is lonely. And the child easily and a sparrow lives, and bylinkoj. Having destroyed the opponent, tears behind it - not to measure <...> The letter: "If, kaby I could uvidat you..." Laughter. An explanation of the groom: The children who are going for a drive on an ice-covered numbed corpse of the German from an ice hill. The secret of a victory - in that, in our superiority, in "sverhnemstve", differently to tell - in those qualities of Russian people, old and new, united... <...> The soldier to itself the woman. Important and truly - to see in adults only their really children's lines. Adult is only izurodov <annyj> the child, and from this ugliness it partially recovers in an old age. Till 1951 (isolated records) After war when on our earth the temple of eternal glory to soldiers against it should build a temple of eternal memory martyrs of our people will be constructed. On walls of this temple of the dead names of shabby old men, women and chest children will be traced. (They have equally accepted death by hand executioners of mankind...) In comparison with animals and plants the person (on the behaviour) is indecent. The truth, at true has a great lack: she feels the blessing and wishes to become by all means general property. "When I see in a tram of the person similar to me, I leave". "I am not looked never in a mirror, and I do not have photos". "If I notice, that the person speaks the same words, as I, or at it intonation in a voice am similar to mine, at me the nausea" begins. True always in the form of lie; it is self-defence of true and it pass all. The working person should understand deeply, that buckets and steam locomotives can be done as much as necessary, and a song and excitement to make it is impossible. The song is more expensive than things, it approaches the person to the person. And it is the more difficult and most necessary... The love of one person can call by a life talent in other person or, at least, clear it to action. This miracle is known to me. As that his hands so all ugly turned in perfect touched, - however always it appeared, that perfect it was necessary for nobody, when it has been made. And this person doing perfect, nobody was necessary. The good demands immeasurably more energy, time, than angrily. That is why it is kindly difficult, kind there is no time, and malicious easily succeeds. <...> all is possible - and everything is possible, but the main thing - to sow souls in people. <...> the Meaning of the life cannot be big or small - it is by all means combined with universal and world process and changes it in the special party, - here this change and is meaning of the life. Art does not suffer emptiness, - it should be filled by a life and people, as a field a grass. <...> the Love is more fair than trust because even the deceived enamoured deserves not a regret, and surprise and respect. <...> the Love is connection of the liked person with the cores and iskrennejshimi ideas - realisation through it (liked To like the woman easily is means to like itself. While men and women still can love each other, - not all is lost by human heart. ... Any thought, any intellectual movement without the equivalent and display in the feeling, strengthening thought in a square, is lie and dishonesty. As one wished to subordinate to itself(himself), to change art etc., - and him has changed art. The life is the missed and missed possibility. novostrojushcheesja a cemetery. And through 30 - 40 years all world will be another - any familiar face, anything... It is necessary to spend a mind and body for food extraction, but it is not necessary to spend for this purpose honour. Work is conscience |